i greatly lack it right now - motivation. im in such a rut and i feel like ive been trying to dig myself out of it for so long, but to no avail. i dunno if it just about timing. or luck. or just hard work. but it looks like i have none of these things. for some people, its easy to get back into the groove. its easy to just do something new. but it isn't easy at all for me. i need some inspiration.