getting over things is the hardest part. i think i can honestly say that im over him. it was good and i appreciate everything that it was. but now he's not mine. now - he's someone else. and i really want him to be happy with her. its not that. i dont think its even that i miss him - as a boyfriend b/c he was good but not that good! its taken me a long time to realize that i miss the comfort of knowing that someone will always be here for me. that someone will lay in bed and rub my back till im just drowsy enough to turn over and go to sleep. i miss having someone to snuggle with on the couch or drive a little faster to see. its hard to not have that. so hard.