smother.

it's good to smother a fire to put it out. you can do it with a blanket or water. i dont know how i got to this point, but somehow i did. i feel like - i cant do anything right. and things have kinda grinded to a halt. this doesn't have to be a bad thing. maybe we can both learn from this - meet in the middle. im slowly inching towards it, but the biggest question in my mind - is he?